Dream Thursday: my mom died, bitch sister, and the last airbender

Wow I haven't done a Dream Thursday post in a while. Lately I haven't been remembering my dreams as clearly as usual so sorry it's my memory's fault (or at least that's my story and I'm sticking to it).

This is what happened in my latest crazy dream (as always, I don't remember much):

I was living in the dorms of some fancy looking college (in real life I don't live in the dorms of my college so this was quite odd) and talking to some roommates about who knows what and then the next thing I know I am in a therapist's office sitting in a crappy sofa near my sister and dad. We got awful news that my mother had died. I was so sad you have no freakin' idea. Mostly, I was in shock. I could not really think straight and all that was going through my mind was how much I was going to miss her. It seemed strange that she was gone and that I would never see her again. I didn't cry though. Not one bit. I just thought and thought and thought. My sister pissed me off like crazy! She told the therapist something about me. That's when I started tuning back in. I caught bits of her speech. She had apparently said that I was a bad daughter and didn't care about our mom and was off in another world blah blah blah. I was really angry with her, I just wanted her to shut up because she had no idea what she was talking about. I loved my mom (just like in real life, I LOVE YOU MOMMERS)! I wanted to tell her that she was selfish and that while she was off doing whatever I was helping my mom this whole time. Instead of expressing my very angry self I got lost in an old memory (didn't make sense at all).
I remembered how I used to hug this little kid (he was the little boy from The Last Airbender) who was really sad because he missed his mom. It felt like he was a relative of mine, maybe a little brother (doesn't make sense I know). He was soo sad but hugging him made him feel less sad and lonely and it had the same effect on me. I think in this "memory" I had already lost my mom because I remember feeling SO sad and felt this strong longing feeling for her. This whole deal was made sadder by the fact that we hugged inside a small cave like place that was extremely dark and only slightly lit by a candle. It almost seemed ritual-like. It was not but somehow it was our space to get away. We had to hide from people who were mean to us. I don't know who just that it was a man or more than one possibly. That "cave" was the only place where we could be sad peacefully. Sounds so odd hehe :)


Oddities:
Other than the obvious oddities I should point out, my mother is, thank the universe, not dead and most odd of all, I had this dream as I was taking a nap the day of her birth. Isn't that super crazy?
I probably dreamt the therapist part because I had been watching a rerun of Monk involving a therapist (not his usual therapist though).
I also recently saw the trailer (again) for The Last Airbender so that's probably why that was in my dream.
In real life my sister is not a bitch, she also loves our mom a whole bunch so I have no idea where that sister came from.
There was also something in the dream about an avalanche, but I can't remember anything about it just that it occurred.


feel free to share your latest crazy/interesting/boring/awesome dream. 


:)


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