Dream Thusday-Superscary nightmare :(

Yeah I totally forgot yesterday's Dream Thursday post..not like anyone COMMENTS (Well at least I know for a fact that they are read so that's good) ..ehem

Here's my last interesting dream, actually it was a nightmare (yes it's copied and pasted from an IM convo I'm that lazy):

peanut is Idle
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peanut (6/5/09 9:36 AM): oh lisette i feel so stupid even though it was a dream
peanut (6/5/09 9:36 AM):

peanut (6/5/09 9:36 AM):
hahaha

peanut (6/5/09 9:36 AM): but i guess im glad it didnt really happen but i guess the thing that gets to me is that it could
peanut (6/5/09 9:36 AM): i could be that much of an idiot
peanut (6/5/09 9:36 AM):
ugh!

Me:
what? !! i also had a freakin' crazy dream except mine was a nightmare tell me yours!!
woman come back to the computadora!!!!

peanut is Available

peanut :
lol
sorry i was taking a shower

Me:
tsk tsk
go on tell me!! what happened? !

peanut :
lol
ok so
we were at some place
i think like a field trip or something
but you guys were there
your friends
and their boyfriends
you guys were waiting for the bus to go back
and well i think i was sitting by myself
and you know who comes over

Me:
yikes!!

peanut :
you're at school?

Me:
yeah
um use codenames
peanut:
ok
well we will keep it at you know who

Me:
i'm sorry that i wasn't sitting w/ you ma'am
no no
just in case
use codenames

peanut:
lol its ok i think you might have been but i think you had gotten up to go to the bus
i was there with some other people
anyway

Me:
hmm

peanut:
he comes over and we start talking and like all of a sudden hes ok and hes like interested in me again
so hes kinda flirting or w/e

Me:
yikeseses

peanut:
and well um i dont have a name for her
but i hope you know who im talking about

Me:
his ex?

peanut :
so she comes over and and shes like come on lets go
no

Me:
i dunno who!!

peanut :
his current

Me:
ooooh
that makes more sense
sorry i forget stuff

peanut :
lol
dork

Me:
yikes she was telling him come on let's go?

peanut :
but then he was like no im gonna stay i can get a ride from her

Me:
whoa
no offense but poor little d

peanut :
even though he didnt even ask me its like he knew i was just gonna give him a ride
yeah

Me:
and poor you for being enchanted by his i dunno
haha

peanut :
lol

Me:
sigh
tsk tsk

peanut:
so she got mad and stormed off

Me:
yikes
poor flower

peanut:
then he went after her

Me:
gasp!

peanut:
so i was just like okie dokie

Me:
oh my god i'm sorry!

peanut:
lolk
wait

Me:
ok

peanut:
but then he comes back

Me:
gasp!
peanut:

and hes like ok lets go

Me:
oh

peanut:
i wass kinda like wtf?

Me:
hmm

peanut:
so we join my group
we are still talking
hes still flirting

Me:
tsk tks!!

peanut :
i think i kinda did too

Me:
ay nina

peanut:

Me:
pretend that squiggly line's there
i'm sorry ma'am

peanut:
so the bus drops us off
and we start walking little did he know i didnt have my car
so we had to walk

Me:
haha

peanut :
and well we walk to his place i guess
i dont knoew

Me:
knoew haha
dorkus
and?

peanut:
well i end up meeting with you guys
weirrd
and um so it was kinda like the people who we went to that thing during the weekend with
that starts with a p
hehe
and well gosh i dont know what to name her either
e
?

Me:
ok
e
how about v?
or are you talking about the other e

peanut :
well we started talkinng and she kinda confronted me about what was going with whats his name
other e

Me:
the one that's super nosy?
hehe

peanut :
i guess lol

Me:
haha
it's a quality one has to get used to
i don't mind it but before i was like grrr
hehe
i still make fun of her for it though
so..
she was confrunting you

peanut:
and i told her you know i dont know whats going on i mean we are kinda just friends

Me:
sounds just like her real life self
confronting*
tsk tsk lady

peanut:
lol
but i kinda gave away that him and could be something more
so she was like tsk tsk

Me:
ay
nina

peanut :
i could see it in her face
and after that i just wanted to leave
well
i had like a moment where i went to where he was at
and he was telling someone that he still didnt know if what he was doing was right
hes still didnt know what he wanted

Me:
ay ese nino

peanut :
so when i see him later hes just like im sorry but i was lying to you
i dont think i can do this
and i stormed off
really pissed off and really sad
and i walked for quite awhile
and i did beat myself up for it

Me:
aww

peanut :
bc i was like gosh i am so stupid

Me:
gosh that's awful

peanut :
and i think i even cried a litle in my dream

Me:
if the opportunity ever presents itself in real life please don't!

peanut :
lol

Me:
aww
i'm sorr
sorry*
and i dont' mean just for you but for flower too

peanut:
at least it was just a dream
yeah

Me:
yeah

peanut :
hes an ass

Me:
he is and in a subtle way i've tried telling flower
but

peanut:
bc i knew they were together

Me:
she likes him and there's just nothing i can say
w/out giving out your business

peanut :
but the way he talked to her was just as if they were only friends

*some personal info non-dream related was deleted*

Me:
anyway
I'M SO HUNGRY!
peanut :
lol
well look at the ones i put up
Me:
i can't
hisd
peanut :
i had a cookie!
Me:
blocks it
grr
someone ate the cookie i hid
peanut :
well when you get a chance i mean
Me:
ok then
peanut :
lol
im sorry
Me:
can i tell you my dream now ma'am
peanut :
yes
Me:
ok it was a nightmare
and it SUCKED!
ok so basically i dreamt that my hand was chopped off
god it was so awful
ev called me in the morning before i woke and woke me up out of that nightmare and i swear! my hand felt weird and b/c i was still kinda asleep i was not sure if i had dreamt that or not
and since my hand was feeling weird i though maybe it did get chopped off
gosh it was so awful
well let me tell you how that happened
peanut :
lol
Me:
i was walking around in my tia's neighborhood
peanut :
thats weird
Me:
NOT FUNNY
it was AWFUL
anyway
it's my neighborhood too but i was closer to where her house is
and i KNEW something bad was going to happen
to me
like i was gonna die or get hurt
my bus, my old bus, came by and a lot of my younger family members get on it i was gonna get on it too
*funny how we both dreamt of a bus hehe
i was gonna get into it to right but i was slower at getting on it
so i was still behind
something horrible happened
and the bus ended up exploding!along with everyone inside it
peanut :
oh wow
Me:
gosh it hurt my heart so much
b/c a lot of them were my family members
and young too!like 7 and below
some of them actually ride that bus in real life
my old bus to jackson
like a second after witnessing this i ran back to this house where my second cousin was standing (i never really talk to her or see her very rarely anyway so that was definitively odd)and i hugged her and she hugged me
i was crying sooo much!
it was just so awful!
i don't know exactly what happened right after that but later on
i still KNEW that i was gonna die or get hurt
god that feeling was awful
knowing that something will happen
it was soo bad
and so of course i was jumpy at a bunch of stuff going around me
it was kinda like what the people from final destinatino
destination*
feel
like when they know
*funny just now i saw some stills from the new final destination movie, i hadn't thought of it in MONTHS, i knew it was in the works back then though but haven't heard or seen anything of it till today after that dream
anywho
i kept being cautious b/c something was gonna hurt me
man people were being SO irresponsible!!
they would throw around sharp stuff and things
tsk tsk
so i was like "shit is that gonna do me in? " whenever someone did something crazy
or whenever a car passed by
i was sitting on a chair next to my dad and a bunch of other mexicans
hehe
peanut :
lol
Me:
this was somewhere outside i've no idea where
and this man across from me starts throwing around this Frisbee except
it's not a normal frisbee
it's made out of super sharp metal
peanut :
nice
Me:
well you can guess what ended up cutting my hand off
it was soo awful
peanut :
im pretty sure thats why they dont exist
Me:
but the thing is haha
yeah
well the thing was i wasn't sure it happened
not right away
and then i was so scared of looking at my hand b/c of what i would see
but then i saw it
and it looked fine...but then
i saw this red line beginning to form around my wrist
gosh it was sooo awful that feeling
peanut :
oh that is weird
Me:
then i quickly put my other hand to the not- yet- too- bloody wrist to keep it from coming off
peanut :
its like a horror movie
Me:
so then i told my dad and yes it was!!
and we had to find someone to stitch it back up
hehe that was pretty funny now that i think about it
well we got on a car
peanut : lol
Me:
which we don't own in real life
but something was wrong
other than my hand being chopped off
there was some national emergency going on
so people were ALL over the streets walking somewhere
leaving the city i guess
and it was raining quite a bit
not so much that you couldn't see
or maybe it had just finished raining
yeah maybe that's it
b/c the roads were wet
peanut :
oh
Me:
well the one road we saw and the one we went through
anywho
we were headed to a hospital i guess
but too late i realized that the patients had most likely been evacuated
or choppered out of there, i said that wrong
peanut :
oh damn
Me:
anywho
so we couldn't find any help
and a lot of people wouldn't get out of the way!
so i rolled down the window and said "please move my hand has been chopped off we need to get to a hospital" of course many didn't believe that like "yeah right" or "prove it" so i did
i didn't move b/c i was scared it was gonna fall off
all this time i had been keeping it in place
which was icky and scary you've no idea but i stayed clam
clam
haha
calm
b/c if i freaked out it wouldn't do anyone any good
anywho
i was scarily calm actually
since i didn't want to move
i
i gotta go
ttyl
bell rang

**yeah I was in class, we had no work so I wasn't being a bad kid okay? hehe The bell rang and later I finished our conversation but it didn't get recorded so here's the rest:
Since I didn't want to move for fear of dislocating my already chopped of hand (hope that makes sense hehe), I lowered my head and looked at my hand, which made those people look at it too, immediately they cleared the way. I ended up doing the same thing two more times with other people farther ahead who had missed this "crucial" information.
Eventually me and my dad ended up in a huge parking lot. There were no buildings around except for a small gasoline station. There were 18 wheelers and people scattered here and there. It was still cloudy outside and not too sunny, still wet too. As we entered the gasoline station I quickly noticed a small Indian woman wearing a white medical suit like a doctor. She was surrounded by a cart full of drugs. My first thought was "Oh please, please have morphine!" haha Thank goodness she did! It looked weird and was contained by these thin pink viles. I don't remember exactly what happened next, only that she "patched" me up (re-attached my hand) and I was fine after that.
..yeah weird dream but not as weird the dream I had the night after that one. I'll post that one next Thursday. Sadly, it was also a nightmare :( That one will be Rated-R for brief violence.
Note:
I'm Hispanic btw, Mexican, so don't go thinking that Mexican part is racist. I speak Spanish :) The word ay means something like "gosh" and the word nina with the missing squiggly line I forgot the name for, means girl and the word nino, also with the missing squiggly line, means boy. :) Oh and peanut is one of my friend's usernames, her name's not actually peanut and my name is not actually Me, it's Lisette which explains who that person is. Um what else? Can't think of anything else I need to say. Oh yeah tia means aunt in Spanish. For some odd reason I've had quite a LOT of dreams taking place at or around my tia's house. I have NO idea why. Her house is like a minute away from mine, walking, but I don't go there too often. It's possible it's because she used to babysit me there when I was little. That's the only reason I can think of. I dream more about that place then I do my own home which is really strange and interesting I think. :)